Dah jadi habit bila kat rumah Seremban, setiap Ahad malam, lagi setengah jam nak masuk hari Isnin, baru ah terkedek-kedek nak prepare untuk hari Isnin.
In tonight's case, I should be revising on something sebab esok pagi, I'll be training the newcomers, which I kinda dread it a bit sebab macam sedikit penat mengajar orang ha ha.
Tu pasal I could not be a teacher.
Jadi trainer pun dah sangat penat =P
Anyways, weekend with the family was super nice.
Despite Ayah had to be away the whole Saturday for work, we manage to make it all up later that day by cooling off at A&W Seremban.

Earlier that day too, Zaki had his taekwondo gradings and insyaAllah, he'll be a red belt holder soon!
His target is to be a black belt holder before going to boarding school, now that he'll be sitting UPSR soon but we are just proud there's a black belt holder in the family.
Kak long nya benti takat kuning je -_-"

I didn't get to talk to Ayah much this weekend, I noticed.
Like really, really talk.
Takat menyampuk, mencelah, memotong cakap dia while all of us were sitting together tuh, banyak ah ha ha.
Saturday dah seharian tak jumpa and I spent the whole Sunday staying at home, didn't step a foot outside the house except doing the laundry while the others went out and about.
Blame it all on the hot weather.
I just don't feel like getting ready just to get sweaty.
So I minded my own business, basically getting hooked on that addicted Bejeweled Blitz on FB, only stopping for house chores and cold drinks, until Ayah knocked the door room and said;
"
Hey, what's my lil' girl doing?"
I smiled and said - "
main game. jangan kacau."
He was about to sit next to me when Umie called for him and that was it.
Off they went for another 'date', leaving adik-adik behind under my care ;P
All the sudden I miss talking serious stuff with him.
He's asleep right now if you peeps are screaming "go and talk to him nowww!!"
Hehe.

But it was otherwise for Umie & I.
We seldom talk much with each other, which I don't get it sometimes (or the fact I am Ayah's girl very much) but somehow we both chatted away, or rather talk about
erm, serious stuffs, if I can put it that way lah.
It's funny seeing her getting emotional when she saw me reading a wedding invitation card from an estranged former school friend of mine, to which the invitation wrote -
To Along & Partner.Umie took the card and profoundly said - "
Biadap betul si *nama pemberi kad kahwin* tu. Dia tau Along takde partner lagi, nape nak kene tulis camtuh?"
I chuckled; "
Dia tatau kot, mi. Macam la Along keep in touch dengan dia sangat."
"
Still, couldn't he be like, lebih prihatin? Dah tau tak rajin keep in touch, don't simple assume that you are with someone that he can simply write that? Kalau betul, takpe lah. Bila camni, tak ke sakit hati je?"
"
Umie..Along takde pape lah. Ok je."
"
Until when, long?"
And that's when I tried hard not to be engaged in to that kind of conversation and quickly distracted her about the time I met Nubhan last weekend.
It went on and on, from one Akademi Fantasia student to another.
Easy peasy.
Then Jennyto called her, confirming on her itinerary and some stuff that Umie's friends had ordered through her.
She'll be coming home in less than 2 weeks from now, yippie yeay!
But Jenn
HAD to bring the matter up once again when she told Umie that some of her friends are buying stuffs for their sister's wedding in Jakarta coz it's cheap yada yada.
I knew it when I heard Umie said;
"
Cakap la dengan kakak kamu sendiri. Dia takde calon lagi tuh.Takkan kita nak beli awal awal lak sebab murah? "
Just
grrreat.
Kena la sediakan cerita Along baru add Akim kat FB ah if Umie wanted to talk about it, just in case -_-"
That's why I missed talking to Ayah, I guess.
Ayah wouldn't say such things, and if he does, he'll just joke around and say everything would just be alright.
(Pastuh Along plak gelabah nape Ayah tak risau anak dia neh macam tak nak kawen
HA HA)
I mean, I understand Umie meant no harm and such, but sometimes these things are out of my control.
And Umie couldn't see that.
Or she refuse to see that, by all means.
Not that I'm angry or upset with her, no.
Not at all.
She has been very supportive towards me ever since the breakup, very very much.
Cuma Along berharap sangat Umie tidak fikir I'm not over it just because I don't have someone, or seeing someone is a sign of moving on.
Which she is doing now lah.
*sigh*
But I still love her tho'.
At least, her actions made me think.
I mean, I couldn't be
TOO complacent with what I have now, kan?
Or maybe when this cheeky sister of mine dah tak perlukan Along setiap hujung minggu untuk cuci kasut sekolah, gosok baju sekolah, merengek itu ini
THEN I'll consider my next plan.

Boleh kan?
Hihihi.
Doa doakan je lah.
:)